Relationship Struggles

by MRL
(El Paso, TX)

There isn't much to say. I fell in love with my best friend and he is my true partner.

We had to endure a long distance until I finally decided to be by his side physically and join him. I left my doctoral program and comforts for the unknown and even with the present struggles I would make the same choice 100 times over.

There is trust issues and I feel as though his love and care for me is nonexistant.

I'm not sure how much more I can take. Every time I start to leave something in my heart and especially my instinct tells me to stay put.

I need a miracle. I need our relationship our love and devotion to God and other restored.

If that is not God's will, please bless me with the faith and strength to move on and prepare my heart and life for my life partner.

God thank you for all the miracles and blessings you have bestowed on me throughout my life and especially those here who praise you.

Please help me and continue to hold me close as we deepen our relationship.